:neuro: Pixy's Journey :v_bi:<p>:parrot_sad: Ow my.....<br>I'm already an emotional wreck. I try to keep thinking positive, to keep focus on the good times that we may still be able to share...<br>But that little voice in the back of my head keeps telling me that "this may be the last time that...". And I *know* I should not go there... But I'm just so scared of losing her... 💔</p><p>And now, slowly, some support is coming in. :ablobcatheartsqueeze: and every notification brings me to tears... :moomin_sad: partially sad tears because I know the time is running out... Also, partially happy tears , because people care for me and Arwen. People think we're important enough to get this support... However sad the reasons may be...</p><p>I can never thank you with my words. I feel they will always be insufficient... If that makes sense...</p><p>But we're at €290/€400 now, and it means that I, hopefully, will be able to bring her back home, after her soul has crossed the 🌈 bridge...</p><p>As I mentioned in the update on GoFundMe, it would be amazing is we could raise enough to also make a start for the costs for the ash-pendant. But... Getting her the private cremation and urn, and taking her home, those will be most pressing, once she's passed... When I've got the ashes, I can save for the ash-pendant to wear her close to my heart forever....</p><p>Thanks ever so much for all your support! :bear_love: Arwen and I really appreciate all you do for us... :bear_nuzzle:</p><p>I'll try to keep sharing all the Arwen pics I can, both here and on Pixelfed. Because she is worth it... :purple_heart_sparkle:</p><p>For those that want to make me so some more, the link to the GoFundMe is <a href="https://www.gofundme.com/f/AlwaysArwen" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://www.</span><span class="">gofundme.com/f/AlwaysArwen</span><span class="invisible"></span></a> :neomouse_hug_blahaj_heart:</p><p><a href="https://beige.party/tags/GoFundMe" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>GoFundMe</span></a> <a href="https://beige.party/tags/Grateful" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Grateful</span></a> <a href="https://beige.party/tags/Labrador" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Labrador</span></a> <a href="https://beige.party/tags/DogsOfMastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DogsOfMastodon</span></a> <a href="https://beige.party/tags/Labradorable" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Labradorable</span></a></p><p><a href="https://beige.party/tags/EyeContact" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>EyeContact</span></a> in <a href="https://beige.party/tags/Selfie" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Selfie</span></a></p>